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All For You by Me

A sparkle of my sorrow
Drips in this shattered memory
These broken promises you made
Made my heart bleed eternally
This love is a never ending story
A maze I have to walk through
Silent screams inside my head
I wish you could just be true
Take my hand and don't let go
Make this moment last forever
Taking in all this pain for you
Why can't we just stay together?

Memories in my head..

08.14.04 (9:12 pm) [edit]

This is my second blog this morning. I was reading a Kag/Inu fic, when I saw the lyrics to the song "There You'll Be". Last time I listened to that song was 2 years ago. Now as I listened to it I started crying, and I can't stop now. Memories from two years ago is all I see now, it hurts so much, I can't even describe it. I don't care if you call me a drama queen or an emotional person. Cause this is my blog, my rules, my way. I don't know what to do. I'm so sick and tired of my life. I just want to let go and forget. But I can't, everytime I try, I feel like something is holding me back. UGH I JUST HATE MY LIFE!!!

Sometimes I wish I could just get in a big accident and bump my head some how. I want to loose all the memories from my past, I want to let go.

There, I let out some feelings. I just needed to say it to someone or let it out somewhere.

posted by: sunkissed143 (reply)
post date: 08.14.04 (10:24 pm)

awww i know the feeling! feel better =)

posted by: uniquelaughter (reply)
post date: 08.15.04 (4:41 am)

Hun,
thats right, its YOUR blog, who cares if u sound like a drama queen. U need to let it out some way, some how...
I'm the same myself-rambling on my blog abt stuff.

posted by: Horsie07 (reply)
post date: 08.15.04 (2:09 pm)

I know what it's like to just want to forget the past. I wish I could...But what's been going on in the past is still happening. You have to be thankful that you made it through the past. That is IS past. It may hurt a little, looking back on what may have happened to u...but u made it this far away from it. Time has a way of fading memories...kind of like the sun fades pictures. Everything will probally be alright for you. I'm still trying to make it through this. Ur lucky you did...I don't think I'll be so lucky. I'm not sure how much longer I'll be in this world...

posted by: FoolishHeart (reply)
post date: 08.15.04 (7:34 pm)

Reply to: sunkissed143

Thanks, 143 means I Love You right?

posted by: FoolishHeart (reply)
post date: 08.15.04 (7:35 pm)

Reply to: uniquelaughter

Yup, I can talk about anything on my blog, if they don't like it, well too bad!