" It's not real love if you don't mean it. It's not real love if you can't feel it. It's not real love if your not ready to give up everything. It's not real love if your not willing to die for it. " -by Me

Hello, well I'm not that sad anymore. I just try really hard not to think about anything that upsets me. I want to let go, move on, and forget. Well yeah, I'm gonna make some shout outs.

HERE'S SHOUT OUTS FOR MY FRIENDS IN VAMP SHADOWS:

Vlad: Hey, okay first I want to thank you for everything. You were the only one that understand me. In our life, we've been through some hard stuff. And that's probably one thing that we have in common. I know we have a lot more in common, but yeah, moving on..Remember when you said that your always there if I need anything or anyone? Well I'm saying the same to you too. I love you so much!!

Jake: Hi hi Jake Jake, hows you? I miss you so much. Well I know your doing fine and yeah, I love you!! Ooh look you are loved. Feel special ?

Josh: Hello, thanks so much for always being there for me. You always make me smile and make me happy. I love you so much Josh! Even though I know you love Liz and Me, I still love you. [Oh and you know what? You remind me of Alex cause he loved Me and Liz too, Lol!]

Liz: Hmm what can I say about you? Lol. Well thanks for always being there for me, being the best friend that you are. Lol, umm, I'm sorry I have to bring this up but..I'm over that Alex thing. Okay so I'm still a LITTLE mad, but not that much. I miss him a lot, but oh well. I love you Lizz!!

Vera: VerVer!! Hehe, well thank you so much for everything!! Your always so happy and always cheer me up. Hehe, well if you need anything just email me or something!! Oh and if you want I can hook you up with someone you like. Lol. LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

Josh{Squishy}: Squishy!! Well I THANK YOU SO SO MUCH for giving me all your good advices!! It works!! Your one great person Squishy!! You always make people happy!!! If you need anyone to talk to, I'm always here okay? I Love You!!

Kik{Kikyo}: Well this is like the 38295 I'm gonna say this but: "YAY YOU'VE CHANGED!! AND iTS A GOOD CHANGE!!". Hehe, keep it up Kik. I like the happy Kik better than the sad-sarcastic-mad-whateve r one. Lol, well yeah, lol, uhh I don't know what to say now. Hehe I know what you look for in guys. Mwahah! Don't worry I won't tell him anymore, cause I can keep secrets, even though it's not a secret! LOVE YA!

Kagome: Hehe Kag you rock!! Lol, yup Fluffy ish hot. You know, I've been going to your blog lately, and I feel like your sad. Anything wrong? Well you know you can always talk to me about anything!!! I LOVE YOU KAG!! Hehe!!